So-called Life.

Trapped inside
all alone with
deep cries
formed by a mother
that doesn't trust
a mother that
yells & fuss
a father that smokes & cuss
a family that drives me nuts
a lil brother who's suppose 2 be my friend
we were at one time
but how quickly things end.
Trapped in this cage
we call life
living each day
in utter strive.
Waiting on the day
when i can move out
& do things my way
Forced to obey their rules
forced to be treated so cruel
These four walls are all i have
& this so called life
is leading me 2 a dead end path
Having 2 get permission 2 sleep
treated like a criminal w/ shackles on my feet
but this so called life won't last long for me
here lies the door 2 success
& i hold the key
My dreams WILL be accomplished
even if it takes forever & eternity.

-Chelly Y

*This was written for someone special.*

random..

you go left,
i go right
but before
it was you go str8
& i on your side.
how quickly
things change
without it being
predicted.
listening to all the
rumors & critics
do they really knw?
no.
cause we barely knw
if we knew
there would be
a me & you.
but it's not a
we, us, or you & me
we're nothing
thought our bond
would last
for eternity.
guess thats not
what it used 2 be
cuz if tht was eternity
1 decade
is something
i dont wanna see.

-Chelly Y

Ready4College! ;

I'm so ready for college at LSU ! I'm just ready for college period. High School is okay, but i'm tired of it ! Everyday i just smh at majority of the ppl. It's so mess-filled. Gosh! I'm just ready for freedom &' fun ! Party party party. . .lol. but i hope i can have fun &' keep up mah grades !_

...supporter

I look 4 love in you.
when I look into your eyes
i see pain...
pain that i want to ease.
I see all of your fears
and all of your dreams.
I want 2 take away the fears
& support your dreams.
I look 4 love in you
because i can only imagine
how great of a love
we would have
could have
should have.
down & out
is what you are,
is what you were.
i can give you
love & happiness
just trust & believe.
give it time
waiting patiently
for you 2 see.
you say you're caged in
but you should break free
break free & come to me
i can be the one you need
the one you desire
& the one 2 extinguish your fire.

. . .

You show you care in private
But when certain people come around
You act like I'm not there
Like it wouldn't matter at all
In private, it's all smiles
With company, all frowns
I don't know why
But this can't go on forever
I'm not giving my heart away
to someone who wants it half of the time
I want all the attention
& all the love
...all of the time.

Ordinary

ORDINARY people?!

every one is ordinary, in other people's eyes but its what you see & how u feel on the inside
we don't know what choice to make we just live & learn, yes we will make mistakes
in life. we may want 2 make the right decision but we never know the pain it will take us, the gruesome incision.
on our hearts. these words on this page isnt enough 2 get the pain out my mind that's in a cage.
locked up. i wanna make choices that are right but thats not gonna happen everytime cuz i'm human.
no one can ever make u feel like u've done something wrong unless it is or ur weak-minded.
everything in life depends on the perfect timing.
most of the time we don't choose the time but with tons of thoughts screwing around in your mind.
we lose patience. we let everthing out at the wrong time & its too late 2 take some back.
once you hurt someone they will try 2 hurt u, not giving any slack.
on your feelings. just trying to get even. but nothing is even not even 2, 4, 6, 8.
so in order 2 break out from this ordinary confinement you have to believe in yourself & let the thoughts of destruction subside with. the negative.

-Chelly Y.

[spoken word]

Sweet Words

Your breath leaves me intoxicated
the closer you are
the faster my heary beats
the slower time ticks
the faster my blood rush
when you step back I'm recovered
it's a moment of life or death
my heart beats slows
and my world unfolds
the smell of your sweet breath
the very scent of it,
leaves me begging for more.

-Chelly Y

Tick...Tick...Tick

Words aren't enough to bring back the feelings
we just shifted, with different feelings
it's like the love we had is slowly fading
we have 2 reverse it quick
before it's too late
Late is sooner than we think
it can be in a blink of an eye
We don't know when,
but we''ll know when...
it happens.
cuz it's gonna hit hard
like a massive bomb
we'll feel it's aftermath
and after that...
maybe we'll realize what we lost
was great or just a fake.
We'll know!!
So time is of the essence
we don't have time to..
wait for the bomb 2 be thrown
cuz when it hits...
love could be gone. . .

-Chelly Y

_fading identity

You're trying to be something you're not
you keep it up for as long as possible
but...not long enough
your new identity slowly fades
you can TRY to please me
with this alter ego
but i see right through it
just be yourself.
I understand if that's hard to do
but if you can't do that
then...this alter-ego will surely vanish
Be yourself
someone will accept the real you
even if its not me
someone will
just try & see
you cant please everyone
so just be happy
with your real identity
you can't change yourself
to be someone else
that's not what you were meant to be
Just be yourself
This new person you created won't last long
it'll just slowly fade along...

-Chelly Y.

_The Sweetest Masculine Sound

The sweetest voice
That's like music to my ears
So soothing,
It takes away all my fears.

My own personal drug
Can stop any battle or war
When my heart beat picks up
I know that you aren't far.

A sweet intoxication
That can wake me up or put me to sleep
The sounds of your masculine voice,
Even the slightest whisper, makes me weak.

My heart is at an high
I take a break to calm down
Because I am in love,
In love with your sweet, masculine sound.

-Chelly Y.

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